A New Day
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: right here waiting
Topic: My Lost Brother
Hey,
Today is not a very good day im still getting over the loss of my brother it is very hard for me we were so closes but i geuss god is testing me to see how strong i am ive lost my brother my boyfriend and my world is crumbling all around me mabey the world hasent turnd there back on me mabey i turnd my back on the world i am just so mad why did god have to take him away i wish for him back every night when i pray why did he have to die in that fourwheeler wreck even tho its only been a week i can feel his presence all around me when i listen to music its like sumone is there with me helping me to get through it i can just feel him there i hope that this blog will help me to get things off my mind i think it will and also a good way to get my thoughts down with out writeing them on paper my baby josh is doing ok he is 6 months old he is the only reason why i get out of bed in the mornings he is my everthing my only reason for life well i geuss tomarrow is a new day so mabey it will be better then
Jenny jen